welcome to this place….

there’s just something about babies, isn’t there?

the freshness…
the newness…
the little fingers and toes…
the joy.

this little person is going to be a big person someday.
so much to learn and discover…
the wonder of this great big world to such a small fellow…
growing.

and i’ve just decided that growing isn’t the right word…
becoming… becoming is the right word.
he won’t just be growing…
he’ll be becoming.

i can’t wait to see what he’ll become.


word to your mother

my mom passed away before texting was a thing.
even though we would talk frequently on the phone,
she would still send me notes and postcards through the mail.
they were always filled with words of wisdom, words of encouragement,
and often an article she would rip from a magazine because she thought it would interest me.
and even more often, it would only be part of the article, because she would forget to rip out the second page.

i am so thankful i still have some of her handwritten messages..
because a girl always needs a word from her mother.

lyrics: vanilla ice ~ “ice ice baby”

those are the memories that made me a wealthy soul

one of my favorite childhood memories is my dad fixing gravy and biscuits on sunday mornings.
the kitchen would smell of his coffee, bacon grease, and his cigarette (which was usually hanging from his lip as he stirred the gravy).
he doesn’t feel like making gravy and biscuits much anymore, as it’s too hard for him to stand for lengths of time.
so when he attempts it for me, my heart overflows with love.

music muse: bob seger ~ “travelin’ man”

and I saw my reflection in the snow covered hills

thank you 2019 ~

January: good beginnings

“you have to begin to tell the story of your life as you now want it to be and discontinue the tales of how it has been or of how it is.” ~ah

February: abundance abounds and a refreshing teenage story

“i worry… i’ll miss my boat. and the universe says: another boat, another boat! you have no idea how many boats are coming to your dock. it’s a steady stream!” ~ah

dumplin’ ~ julie murphy

March: the enjoyment of my kids

emma as she’s stirring her own cake mix~

“now I know why Gordon ramsey’s ripped.”

April: truth and the beauty of words

“what i think and what i feel and what I get are always a match.” ~ah

where the crawdads sing ~ delia owens

May: road trips

June: defining moments

the loss of a sister…

July: learning life goes on

“you are are love and joy and freedom and clarity expressing. energy-frolicking and eager, that’s who you are.” ~ ah

August: hearing my dad laugh again

September: encounters

November: appreciating more moments

December: growth

“i asked for a manifestation of kindness. and as i focused on looking for kindness, I found myself finding ways to be kind.” ~lemon wisdom

music muse: fleetwood mac ~ “landslide”