2023 started off with a bang – as all new years do… the promises of grand plans… the excitement of a fresh start. Although the year might not have been all I planned, 2023 turned out pretty fabulous.
there was…
healthier eating…
21st birthdays spent in the car, at the park, eating vegan birthday cake… (delicious, by the way!)
finally capturing the elusive hawk… (even if it was the tail end)
and signs i am loved…
there was…
the joy of a cousin’s wedding…
the realization i have great kids…
the realization eating healthy is for the birds… (seriously, it’s all about balance! 😉)
this is it. this is the year i figure out who i am… and who i want to be. to imagine the life i want to live… and go live it.
this year is all about me. that’s right… i’m going to be selfish. i’m going to do all the things i love and see what sticks… hopefully it’s not chicken shit on the bottom of my boots… but you never know…
i’m going to find out what really speaks to my heart. i’m going to not care what anyone else thinks. i’m going to love me.
i’m going to be happy. i’m going to skip. i’m going to be glad. i’m going to be easy. i’m going to count my blessings. i’m going to look for reasons to feel good… and i will find them.
My sister, Tina, and I decided it would be fun to sign up for the Muddy Princess, a 5k outdoor obstacle mud run.
yeah.
And when we first signed up, I had grand plans… I thought, you can do this. All you have to do is do a little work-out every day. 15 mins… just work a little on your arm strength… maybe a few squats.
again… yeah.
Suddenly, the week before the big event was here, and I realized I had slacked off on my water intake, craved a daily intake of reese’s thins (and fed that craving!), and smoked more than I ever had… no squats to be found. I had to reassess my strategy…
I decided my goal was to just be able to do each obstacle. I could recoup on the walk in between mud hills, and I promised not to be competitive with my sister. Secondly, I made sure I had the right work-out clothes, so, you know, I could at least look like I knew what I was doing… and in the likely event I would keel over after a mile, at least I would look good in the ambulance.
I am happy to report I did not keel over… and I braved each obstacle!
I did get a little competitive with Tina, which resulted in trying to get mud out of my eyes and ears, and spitting mud for the next mile and a half… AND! still not knowing who won the chain link crawl… so, the competitiveness kinda ended there.
and… it was all worth it. I had much needed sista time… full of laughter, and support, and love. and a bonus mud bath spa day!
life is good… but maybe next time, I’ll slack off on the reese’s thins… 😜
where have i been and why do i have this handbasket?
well, i guess it all starts with grand plans… i love them. i love having them. i love doing them… ok… at least STARTING them. and then i remember… i really stink at planning. and grand planning? um… note to self.
anyhow, i am good at revamping… and vamping. which means i am good at adapting. which means i am growing. which really is the grandest plan of all. note to self.